sunyilaaaaaa~~~

13/01/2012

Jumaat ,12.15 am

Baru lepas antarkan housemate naek bas kat pintu timur. Terase sunyi pulak bila kak mala dah takde. Dalam ramai-ramai kakak kat umah sewa tu, aku paling close ngan kak mala. So bila dy dah xde ase cam kehilangan jugakla. Harap-harap perjalanan kak mala ke KLIA malam ni selamat. Sekarang tinggal bertiga jer aku, fiqa (roomate) ang sorang lagi kak Shafini. Esok pulak tinggallah aku berdua ngan roommate. Hmmmm, nape aku rase terlalu kosong dan tersangat kehilangan saat ni? Namun dari hari ke hari, aku semakin menyedari bahawa dugaan inilah yang mematangkan aku. Sabarlah duhai hati… esok lusa aku dah nak berangkat balik, nape aku nak sedih bagai. Bila dah jumpe famly ilangla rase yang pelik2 ni…really hope so. Dahla, insya-Allah umur panjang  jumpe la balik ngan dorang sume nanti.

ulangtahun yg ke 22~~

~awaiting reaching rest of my life~

Something happen to my heart..

Can no longer control my heart, Even though I know, I just can’t let go

All these feelings I have deep in my heart, Even if I see, you’re not next to me

I don’t want to be apart

I count all the memories that we have once shared

Keeping them alive within my mind, My heart keeps on longing for you to be near

Why can’t I leave these thoughts of you behind?

All this love for you made me completely blind, Blinded foolishly, I can only see

You are keeping your love for someone else,

My heart silently cries the tears from deep within

The pain won’t stop so I’ll keep it in, Only if you can see, the one loving you is me

I’ll give you everything that you need, Even if I held my hands out and call for you

Seems like you’re always so far away, My heart will slowly stop, and break into two

With a healing scar that will never fade, I’ll try to comfort myself with this one lie

I’ll be happy if I can see you smile, Even if you do go, my heart cannot let go

Cause these tears, keep on falling down, I can no longer control this heart of mine

I have gone crazy over this one-sided love, Can’t forget you nor can I make you mine

Alone waiting for you as days pass by

I must have become ill from missing you so much

My heart can’t find its way back to me

Only you can cure this,

Love sickness with just one touch

With your heart please share that love with me

Please save all your love for only me..

Just me…